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Mirage

Dec 5, 2010, 5:48:59 PM by ~The-Fatalistic-Smile
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Alone I stumble through these lowly halls
Lost, in need of your guidance
But you are no where to be found
If you only knew
How much I need you
For alone I am nothing
Alone I decay
In the midst of my lonely foray
Under the spell of my own seclusion
Beginning to think you were just an illusion
A symptom of my sick delusion
An angel heaven sent
Who defined beauty and grace
For whom I would sacrifice it all
But you are no where to be found
If you only knew
How much I need you
Beautiful angel
Delicate princess
Forever mine I had hoped you'd be
Though I was under the spell of my own seclusion
Finally I realized you were but an illusion
A symptom of my sick delusion
Now truly alone in these lowly halls I hang
No longer does life flow through my veins
If you only knew
How much I needed you
For alone I was nothing
And now alone I decay
Hanging from the rafters, breathless
Without my lovely angel

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Of a love that would not last

Hoping that this is not real

Your embrace, I no longer feel

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Rising Sun Long ago the sun rose upon my life
Giving me hope and meaning
Filling the soul with love and laughter
Removing the sadness and the hate

I had forgotten the feeling of cold
With the sun by my side
Nothing could tear me down
As in the light I was invincible

As time passed, my sun began to fade
And with it, the warmth it brought
Setting behind the horizon
Again I have been abandoned

Plagued by the loneliness
For which I am much too familiar
Sulking in the new found darkness
Growing malice in the heart and soul

Damn the sun; damn the light
The darkness leaves me uneasy
For it erases any feelings of happiness
I might have had

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Enigma Trapped within the confines of my mind
Though how can I call it trapped
For it is the one place I feel safe
In this realm I am free to roam
Amongst the flowers and the trees
Why must I live this bleak life
When I yearn for so much more
Within the confines of my mind I am free
Free to live, free to explore, free to dream

Chained to the walls of my sanity
Though how is that a bad thing
For without the chains I would be insane
Within my head are the thoughts of pure sanity
And truth
Those who know not what I think
Know not the truth of the human potential
Must I be a prophet to this dying breed

Lurking in the shadows of my soul
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Apr 19, 2012, 8:58:03 PM by ~The-Fatalistic-Smile
Journals / Personal

So..... I have no inspiration

You few people who follow me.

What do you want to see from me?

Help me brainstorm

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Dan... 19 years old, attending college at North Dakota State University.. i enjoy writing, listening to music, playing video games, and being amazing
i enjoy heavy metal music.. writing is my passion, though i have very low self confidence so everything i write is excessivly self-critized

anyways.. thats about it... checks out the poetry if ya want

Current Residence: Fargo, North Dakota
Favourite genre of music: Melodic Death Metal ; Folk Metal
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Thor!
Personal Quote: Mors Ultima Ratio

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